The time when we will stop birth control and get pregnant is getting closer and so I have been thinking about how I am going to do things once that happens. I have been trying to decide if I should tell everyone as soon as we find out I am pregnant again or if we should wait until after we find out if everything is looking good. After thinking about it for awhile and weighing it out I have decided that I am going to wait to tell people until we know that things are going good. What I have decided is that I will work on a post that will be formatted like a journal where I will write about when we start trying, find out we are pregnant, doctors appointments, news etc. that I will post after we find out that things are going good or if we find out things are not going good. That way people can know what happened if they want to know. Either way, I will let you know what happened. I may decide later that this is not what I want to do and just spill the beans, but for now this is my plan.
The time is getting closer to when we will start TTC again (aka: stop birth control) after a year break and I am a little nervous. I will feel a lot more comfortable about this pregnancy because of our really proactive game plan. We have never done anything different or had any kind of plan of action with any other pregnancies, so it is nice to know that we have a very proactive plan. We have finally planned to do all of the things that we felt we should do after our second miscarriage and even stronger after our third miscarriage and talked to about half a dozen doctors who all have come to an agreement about what our plan of action should be. So even though it will be scary to stop birth control and start our fourth pregnancy, I feel comfortable because we have done everything we could and made the plan that we felt we should do. The reason I will feel more comfortable with this pregnancy is because I know that I can put it completely in Heavenly Father's hands and I know that what ever happens is the best for us. I would be so happy to have a baby but if it wasn't the right time I love my life SOOO much right now and I would be so happy to have more time with my wonderful husband just the two of us. So it is nice to know that with the worse case scenario, I would still be very very happy. It is good knowing that as we are getting closer to starting again and going into everything.
But I would request a favor of those who wouldn't mind helping. Because the time is getting closer, it would be a huge favor if people would keep us and our soon-to-be baby in their prayers. And for those of you Mormon readers out there, it would be a huge favor if you could remember our little family while you are fasting next fast Sunday. Thank you all for the support and love! :)
P.S. do you remember this post? I think I may have found my camera!! I am so excited and I think if I don't find a better deal I may get it! And then I can really start my photography business like I have always dreamed!!! :) :)
