So I know on the last post I expressed my fear of having the test results come back negative with nothing wrong. Well, I have decided that there are positives for the test results no matter how they come back. If they are negative, it will be frustrating to still be tired etc. but unless the spirit tells us otherwise, we might start trying sooner. If it is positive, then I have an answer for my sleepiness and something which might help me not have another miscarriage. So either way, I am fine. Realizing this last night has helped so much. I did the same thing with if I have a miscarriage again. Either we will have a baby or we will take another awesome trip. I am trying to decide what we want to do and here are some of my ideas:
1. A Mexican riviera cruise2. Go to the big apple
3. Hawaii cruise
4. Stay in my old home town Laguna Beach, CA and hit Disneyland again
5. Go visit all the church sites back east
and that's all so far (this trip will be combined with my graduation trip).
So there are positives on either side. This is one thing I have learned from my awesome husband. He is always so positive and happy, and I have learned that no matter what happens we have a choice. I can either be happy or I can be sad. I don't have control over what happens, only over how I react. And yes, I realize that I used my control negatively with the last post situation, and I have decided to not over react again. I am so thankful for my awesome husband!!! He has helped me so much in so many ways. So I have decided that no matter what happens, I am going to see the positive and be happy! It makes living so much better. So no matter the test results today, I am happy and loving my life today.
"Too often we wait to live. When we are young we can't wait until we can drive a car or date. Then we can't wait to get married and have children. We often live in the future (or in the past) instead of in the present. While waiting to live, some of us never really do. " --a quote from one of my teacher"
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